Hello,
Fight or flight is the body-mind's reaction to anxiety . . . I experienced it continuously for years and still have episodes with it . . . .severe anxiety tells the body's physical system that it has to do something . . . .because the "danger" may not be real, it leaves the body in a confused state (you can tell that I am not a med professional by the way I look at things) . . . Mine was intensified because of an undiagnosed and unmanaged thyroid issue that would send me into episodes of overactivity . . . what I might suggest to you is my standard advice: 1) check yourself out with a med professional to ensure that you have no underlying med conditions (such as thyroid . . . you will probably return with a clean bill of health but if you are suffering from clinical adrenal fatigued, you may have to work with a med professional to help repair the adrenal functioning); 2) then ask for or go to a counselor . . . I say a counselor because they are more interested in working with you to development management techniques to recover from your symptoms. Now, I am not against meds as a bridge, but often a psychiatrist will recommend meds to alleviate the symptoms but, for me, folks really need management techniques; 3) work on diet, exercises, sleep, and mindfulness . . . . does not have to be radical, just start making small changes and build up . . . .this will also help to fight adrenal fatigue; 4) keep a journal to find out what triggers and/or intensifies the fight/flight reaction . . . this may take some time to unravel because you have been 2 years in the making of the reaction (which is relatively short time which is good as you might find the triggers more quickly); 5) if your doc tells you that your muscles are the result of the tension caused by anxiety which is often the case, discuss gentle stretching exercises that you might be able to do . . . the longer muscles are in a position, the more they remember that position to be the status quo so you need to teach your muscles a new way of being . . . your doctor may suggest or you suggest to your doctor working with a physiotherapist . . . you must learn how to do the stretches properly for the activity to have a positive effect . . . . you will not see changes overnight as with healing the mind, healing the body takes a bit of time. Remember that there is a mind-body connection so one will help the other; 6) as for the adrenaline constantly running . . . this may be something your doctor can help with and it may be something that you might need to use meds in the interim which you develop your management techniques . . .chat with your doctor; and 6) come here and let us know how you are doing . . . . the clumsiness and listlessness are probably side effects of your other issues . . . .we may not be able to give you a solution, but a lot of us have techniques that have worked for us and you might want to consider them as possibilities for yourself . . . .take care, kc