What do you worry about?

[KidChido]

Hi i'm 15 and I'm new this but I just wanna say what I experience and I wanna know if you can relate and if you can give me some advice. I've had anxiety for about a year and it's getting worse. I have feelings of being unreal almost everyday and I feel like I'm going crazy. I have constant chest pain. head pain and just pain and weird sensations all over and I know that it's just anxiety but I still convince myself that it's something serious. I've been to the ER twice and I've had multiple blood tests done. I've had a CT Scan, EKG, chest X-ray, abdominal x-ray. I still convince myself that I'm sick, I constantly feel overwhelmed and feel like giving up, but I try to push trough it. I've had multiple panic attacks, I constantly check my blood pressure, body temperature and blood sugar and when they're not numbers that I want to see I freak out. I constantly feel dizzy and uneasy and I feel like i'm going to pass out. I always twitch sometimes all of my muscles twitch at the same time. I don't want to go to school because that's where I feel the worst. During class I twitch, can't breathe,sweat and I just start freaking out and the only way to feel better is to go to the bathroom and relax. I can't go out to the movies with my friends or to parties because my anxiety just takes away the fun. If I have chest pain I automatically think it's a heart attack if I have a headache I think that it's a brain tumor.  I just want to know what you guys worry about and if you share the same worries as me.

[Beachygirl]

i share the same things and im also 15! its just a stage because we are nervous about bad things happening to us and realize that people can die and stuff.  i also had a problem with checking my body temperature and if it was 98.7, i would break down and start to cry. school is also an issue for me. EVERY day i feel tired and exhausted and weak, do you?



what ive learned is that if you say what the hell, just die if im going to die,  it goes away because you are not afraid any more.

[KidChido]

Yes I do feel exhausted everyday even on the weekends I cant enjoy weekends anymore. I just wish that I was a normal teenager that goes to parties and has fun but my anxiety keeps me from having fun. And it's really frustrating that no one understands how we feel and they just tell us to suck it up and stop worrying but it's not that simple

[csolcz]

I am 19 and in the same boat, always worrying about every slight feeling I get in my body and feeling like Im not actually real.

[Smalm]

I do have anxiety just becuase if small things like a twitch or tingle. I have a irrational (and getting worse fear of rabies and anything else that willl kill, even though I live in an insolated, rabies free ((as the local media says)) place. It pretty much dwindles down to hating deadly things, premature death, outside (unless I'm not having anxiety and am not near water or dead animals), and any possible animal that can spread or nilly spread the disease even symptoms that can possibly be the dreadful rabies... I hate it I used to love being outside and now I HATE IT AS WELLL AS MY ANXIETY WHICH SHOULD GO TO HELL, but it never will, just when i think I see the light at the end of the tunnel ( think I got rid of my anxiety) it comes back and puts me in a downwards spiral again and again.