I have been freaking out, like seriously terrified, because I have lost some weight. I was around 130ish in November-December...at my annual GYN exam I was 129, in January. At the GP the other day I was 125 and and the very next day at the YMCA the scale said 121! Anyway, I had a bit of a breakdown earlier and my husband came home on his lunch hour. We ended up fighting b/c he said my anxiety is ruining our marriage. He also said I only think about myself and not how this is affecting him. Then I got really upset and he told me I was being childish. I mean, I wasn't super nice to him either. And I know some of what he said is true. I just wish he could be a bit more sensitive...and he usually is. It just caught me off guard. Not only am I paralyzed with fear about this weight issue and how I am so sure i have cancer, I am now so concerned about my marriage. I don't want to ruin this. I just don't know how to make the fear go away. It's always something and it has been so bad lately. I feel so stupid. I am so annoyed with myself. But I really feel like the weight loss is serious and my husband is just getting mad at me. I can't stop crying. I haven't eaten at all today and have no appetite to do so, which also scares me. And I have two little ones to care for. Please, someone, help me. We have agreed to go to counseling, but I just need to talk to someone. My husband stormed out and went back to work. I feel so alone and broken. I am crying out to God...it's just hard to hear his still, small voice above all the noise of anxiety. Please, anybody...I feel like I am dying of cancer and losing my family all at the same time.