I've had enough, I can't take this every day, day in day out, one thing after another. I just want to feel well again, to feel how I used to feel before my health anxiety. I don't know how to get there. Every time I think I'm on the road to recovery I get new symptoms that scare me. I don't go looking for them, I don't scan my body for changes, or look for something to be wrong with me they just happen. Like the night sweats that I've had for a few months now, or the infection in my belly button which turned out to be an irritation but the antibiotics they gave me for it gave me thrush which doesn't seem to want to clear up even with treatment, the extra long period, the three weeks between my periods instead of four, though this last one is nearer two and a half weeks, to name but a few. All these things I just can't take any more. I know we are never symptom free, that there will always be an ache or pain or lump or bump but this is just too much for me to cope with. I'm not coping well at all, I really just don't know what to do any more other than sit in a corner and cry. I'm spent, I have no more strength left to fight it all, I feel like I'm about to crack.
Sorry for the rant but I really don't know how to get through this any more, I'm lost.