I cannot begin to tell you how sorry I am for the trauma that you suffered . . .
Are you safe? Was the rape by someone whom you know? Even if the rape occurred 6 months ago, if you are not safe, get to a safe place. Did you contact the police? Does your police force have any special trauma teams that even though the rape is 6 months in the past, that the team may refer you immediately to a healthcare provider? Is there a Rape Crisis Hotline or Rape Crisis Centre in your community? Or even a general Crisis Line? If so, contact them. I am not a professional but it sounds as if you are beginning to experience symptoms that might be related to post traumatic stress syndrome so you need help now and not in 2 weeks. If your ER does have a mental health team, make use of it.
Please let us know how you are doing and what you decide to do . . . .even though our support is at a distance, we will support you . . . .take care, KC