Yes he certainly does cause me a lot of stress but you know what they say, relationships aren't easy & perfect; they require sooo much effort and patience and holding on. And when you see 2 people that have been through soo much but are still together, then those 2 are really meant to be. Me and my bf split up like nearly 10 times. Sometimes it's a week (we had many of those), sometimes a month, sometimes 2 months, the last time it was for 4 months. But he always ends up calling me once again, and we just resume everything.
And I know he's not the only fish in the sea but I really want this guy IF it's me that he wants as well. I'm really scared of letting go of the love of my life 'cause of a false alarm. That would hurt terribly and I would be miserable.
And even if I were to let go, how? What do I tell him? I want to show him the e-mails first, but, I don't want him to know I was poking my nose around in his stuff. I planned to lie and tell him somebody (maybe one of his friends; someone who knows his e-mail l ) hacked into his account to see if he really wanted me for real (this person knows me and knew i was in a relationship with my bf ) , and wanted to save me from any danger or further trouble. So after finding those e-mails and knowing we were still together, he e-mailed them to me so I could know what I need to know. How does that sound?