I cant take it anymore ):

[MusicLover13]

Hi.. ive posted a couple times about the same issue but it is getting a lot worse... ): I know i love my boyfriend but my brain is telling me i dont.. its just a vicious cycle. If i start thinking good about my boyfriend my brain just telling me that im just in denial. I also feel like hes my enemy or something and i just feel so alone. My depression is so bad that i just cry and have no motivation.. i just want to die )':

[tinam7]

No dying, no, no, no. Your BF is not the problem nor the solution, or so I think.

You want to try to become your own best friend first and then all else has a chance to find its place. We can do much for ourselves with CBT, for example, with meditation, with exercise. Or a therapist can help. Or we can. What are the underlying issues, if you care to share.

Wishing you the very best.

[pinktee]

Hi musiclover13,

I am sorry you are going through this. Have you seen a professional about these thoughts? Therapy, cbt and medication can help a great deal to some people. Nobody should have to suffer as you are!

Please, take care!