Hy guys, back again..
So, I thought things were finally getting better. After I got my blood results in it did put my mind a little at ease because everything came back looking good, and as well the pressure feeling in my side started to fade, in fact.. about a week ago I started to get irritated with that "pressure feeling," and started to poke around in my abdomen area and noticed that if I hit a certain spot it was like moving a bubble inside your stomach. I was able to actually push what felt like an air pocket or something which relieved that pressure. So that right there also relieved some mega stres because I was thinking it was some kind of infection or swelling of my liver or seomthing deadly, turns out it was just gas?(IBS?) Regardless, that did help put my mind at easte, and wouldent ya know it, the less I thought about it, the less I noticed it and the less I felt it. It almost felt like it was gone because I would go a complete day without feeling it come and go. My sleeping habbits also started to return, my insomnia got better and I was able to fall asleep quicker.
However, about 2 days ago, I came home exhausted from work (I dont get much sleep) and tried to take a nap, and wouldent you know it.. .my Insomnia came back full throttle were I would start to expereince these weird almost falling sensations that would prevent me from sleeping. The next day, I got what I think is a bladder infection(?) This FREAKs ME OUT. The idea of having some kind of infection scares the crap out of me, I never get infections, thought about 2 months ago I did have a similar "bladder infection(?)" where I had this almost burning feeling in my bladder and felt like I had to constantly pee to relieve the pain. It wasent completely painful, it was bearable. I did go to Urgent Care, where they thought it might have been an STD or something so they did a urinalysis which came back negative for any STDs, but they seemed confident it was some kind of infection. What scares me and has me on edge again is the fact that this same infection is back 2 months later and I have no clue if its because my body is so stressed and my immune system is weak from it or if its something worse. Just the other night when I came home from work, I was working on a project in my home and I started to feel sick, like I wanted to throw up, this weird sensation you get when you feel like your gonna vomit, I could almost taste it in my mouth when I burped, I decided to stop working on what I was doing and go to sleep. I had a tiny breakfeast and didnt eat the whole day but had no appetite to eat at all. I will also say though, the previous week I have been drinking for a week straight... not excessively but about 3-4 beers a night and a couple mixed drinks with shots and I havent been drinking water much if at all. Only sodas and caffeine which I know are not good. And when I think about it, the last bladder infection I had came right after a week long drinking bend too. I also notice that I have been getting these really irritating minor head aches that are almost migraines that last hours... they arent painful, but I can definitely feel them and I feel like I get them almost every day. My attitude has become very cranky and feel very ittirable and on edge constantly. I'm trying to keep it under control but my mind keeps racing over what could be wrong and if there is some serious illness inside me? I have a very hard time looking at the posotives and always dwindle on the negatives and live in constant fear.
Sorry about the long read but I feel like I really had to get this out of my system and see if anyone on here can relate, because about now, thats the only thing that provides comfort. Being around peope that know what i'm feeling.
Bottom line, I think im going to reduce my drinking, and increase my regular fluid consumption.