Self-introduction

[ginkamikaze]

Hey there anxious pplz  I'm George, I'm 26 yrs old and I think I'm also anxious 

Ha ha this stuff feels like AA meetings, although I've never personally been to one, no booze for me just the good ol' smoke

Hmm what shud I start with? ... well the attacks started about 3 months ago (already been that long?!? ) and the cool thing is during these attacks I keep thinking I'm gonna have a stroke any second now and I'm gonna die or even worse be handicapped for the rest of my life ... this stuff usually happens when i go to sleep and am right about to fall asleep u know that moment when u almost reach dreamland? well I don't have that anymore ( tyvm anxiety  ) ... and I used to love to sleep too I even had siestas on a regular basis 

Since then I can honestly say I'm afraid to go to bed and even more so of myself ... I mean ffs I'm having suicidal thoughts and I used to despise 0119 (still do btw ) but the thoughts just keep popping in my head  ... even thinking of having cancer and every possbile disease known to man 

If this stuff wouldn't be so painful to experience it's almost physical I could laugh about it but I don't dare to anymore ... I know logically I'm okay but my mind is playing such tricks I think I'll actually go crazy one of these days 

Anywayz 'nuff about my little dark soul ... how about yours? 

[Cuchculan]

Welcome to the forum. Good to have you as a member. Here you are with like minded people. People who understand. As we all suffer from something or other. So feel free to ask any questions. Our members are always willing to help others out. Good chatroom too. 3 posts to enter the room.

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