Just wanted to check in and say hello! I was overwhelmed at how many people have sent me PM's checking on me
This is such a wonderful community of people and I'm glad that I've had the opportunity to be a part of it.
I haven't been active on the board since about, October, I think. I just decided that I needed to step away and take a break. It helped A LOT. I have not googled or had any HA episodes since then, either.
This doesn't mean that I don't have "symptoms". Weird things still happen to me...but, I take them for what they are and roll with it..it's doesn't consume me anymore.
The body is a noisy little thing and we have the misconception that...symptoms=disease process...when really, symptom may just = being human.
I also realized that I was not living my life's purpose..the one that God intended for me. To love, laugh, learn and grow in him. It doesn't matter how much we worry, we only have the number of days given to us and I wasted so many of those...couldn't do that anymore. My daughters needed those days, my husband needed those days, my Lord, needed those days...
So, anyways, just want to say that I'm okay and still around, every now and again. And my prayer is that each one of you can find some peace in your life...away from the HA monster that fights so hard to win your every thought and emotion. Fight back..never give up and you will win..day by day, minute by minute, prayer by prayer!