Hello everyone, I'm new to this forum and excited to hopefully hear from some people who understand what its like to live with anxiety. I am a 27 year old female and have been on and off of antidepressants for 14 years! When I was 22, I was not on anything at all and of course was depressed at times. Then my anxiety started to really kick in and I went back on Zoloft. After about a year, I was so numb to everything and didn't care about anything and my PCP switched me to Celexa and I had all of the same symptoms. I gained 10-15# over the course of a year and although I'm 5'5" and usually 106#, it was pretty distressing to me that I suddenly was 120#. ( sounds vain, I know, but I've lived my whole life "skinny"). SO...over just the past year, I have tried Celexa, Wellbutrin, Effexor, Viibryd, all of which didn't work out, and finally ended up back on Zoloft. Again, I started to gain weight and recently my doc switched me back to Wellbutrin because of the weight gain, increased appetite and fatigue. She also gave me Ativan 0.5mg to take twice a day if needed. My major problem is anxiety, and I know it may sound stupid, but I actually have anxiety about taking the Ativan. Weird? I know. SO-since I've been off of the Zoloft, it's only been 2 weeks since I was weaned off completely, I am having major brain zaps, dizziness, waves of nausea and fatigue. I'm also really moody, getting really mad at my husband for no apparent reason and freaking out on him, and my anxiety seems to have gotten worse. I am at the end of my line here, what do you guys think? Should I give the Wellbutrin some time to work and get over the anxiety of taking Ativan and just take it? HELP! Thanks in advance for any input...this is my first time using a forum and I hope to get some answers.