New here….and need some help!

[kooperkole]

Hello….I am new here! I am a 15 year old girl and I'm having some problems. I started high school this year and during the end of September I became severely depressed….. not sure why it was more of a combination of problems. Anyways after dealing with this for about a month i started to get these intrusive thoughts about hurting kids and it makes me want to 0473. These thoughts only tarted when the depression came but now I don't know what to do. I always wanted kids, but now i don't. I know I would never do anything but then what if I can't stop myself??? Please I need help my mind is my biggest enemy at the moment these thoughts are literally killing me. Ie tried using a rubber band on my wrist and to snap myself whenever one of these thoughts comes to my mind. It help for a short time, before scars started to form and i stopped. Also when I'm busy or focused in school these thoughts don't occur. PLEAAAAASE i need help i will itterally 0473 if i ever hurt a child BUt the thoughts won't go away! What should I do???

[Cuchculan]

Welcome to the forum. Good to have you as a member. Here you are with like minded people. People who understand. As we all suffer from something or other. So feel free to ask any questions. Our members are always willing to help others out. Good chatroom too. 3 posts to enter the room.

Find the correct section of the forum that suits your condition and create a new topic on it. This is just a welcome section. Never really get the same amount of help in this section as you would on the other sections of the forums. So whatever one suits the questions you are asking. Get much better answers.

[kooperkole]

thank you so much! 

[joeym]

You are not alone, all people of all ages suffer from what you are suffering,know this.

[Inakatuki]

Hi, I'm 14 and over the past few years I have dealt with occasional spouts of moderate to severe depression, though I am pretty sure it is because of genetics because my mother and at least one of my sisters has it too, as well as a lot of other people in my family. But I only developed severe anxiety just this year. It is over several things..... I just joined a few minutes ago, but I am trying to get three posts in, but feel free to talk in the chat room, I am sure there are others like us in there. Sorry, I know I'm not much help. I would offer to talk sometime but I don't know if I will end up remembering this site again, so I'm sorry  . I hope you and everyone else get help as well as myself.