Hi, im new here. Ok my story is i always had panic attacks. I was on a number of meds most recently celexa 40 mgs. I know it stopped working but i wanted to wait a few months to see how well i can control myself. So 2 weeks ago, i started to be in a constant state of panic. I try to go to work, do things to take my mind off it and its not working. I cant sleep or eat and lost 10 lbs. My med dr works only 1 day a week and he didnt call me back. He has no back up dr. So i went to my normal dr. She gave me kolpins tell my med dr comes back. He wont be back for 3 weeks since he is on vacation for the holidays! Called my normal dr if she can switch me back to lexapro and she refused. Am i supposed to suffer for 3 weeks? I keep thinking i will have to be put in a mental ward, like something snapped and made me feel this horrible! I have never felt this bad in my life! Anyone have any advice? I have 2 kids and feel horrible i am ruining christmas for them.