This can be so hard. I tried about 8 different drugs with awful side effects until I found the right one. The really bad side effects were like loosing the ability to walk, legs going numb, hearing things, and feeling like my brain was in fast forward mode. The one that works gave me strange side effects at first, but then ringing of the ears, dry mouth, and head ache subsided after two weeks. I am glad I stuck it out, because I did find one the has helped me. Talk to your doc. And try different ones out. Hopefully you will,find one that works!