My understanding of SSRI mode of effect is this:
1. They inhibit reuptake of serotonin, making it abundant in the brain
Yes, they inhibit reuptake in the synapses, so it hangs around in the synaptic cleft and it is therefore more likely that a serotonin molecule will bind with a serotonin receptor. They may also increase serotonin synthesis and expression in the short term.
2. Your receptors first compensate by dropping serotonin levels (which is why anxiety/depression gets worse in first few days of administration)
No. The increased anxiety is caused by the added serotonin. Despite what is often claimed, serotonin isn't the "feel good" neurotransmitter. Just the opposite, as serotonin reuptake inhibiting antidepressants demonstrate. OTOH, increased anxiety and depression are not common initial side-effects
tianeptine (Sablon) a Selective Serotonin Reuptake Enhancer.
3. At some point, your receptors "give in" to this serotonin abundance and stop trying to regulate it. Serotonin levels get back up.
No, just the opposite. Serotonin synthesis and expression and overall levels drop dramatically in some brain regions and stay down, in other areas they drop and then rebound to baseline. See my:
Serotonin: The 'chemical imbalance' myth4. In reaction, the number of the receptors themselves are downregulated. This is aparently where the bulk of mood improvement is observed (which sounds counter intuitive to me).
But this isn't really why people improve, though it might be part of the trigger, or a consequence of what does, neurogenesis (
Malberg JE, 2000;
Perera TD, 2011). The current theory is that all the changes antidepressants make reverse atrophy of the hippocampi caused by stress hormones, mainly cortisol (
Sapolsky RM, 2001).
My question is this: Is the eventual amount of receptor downregulation dosage dependent, ie, is there a linear relationship, or is there a dosage before which there is hardly any downregualtion, past which, say, 90% of your receptors downregulate?
If we replace "down regulation" with "neurogenesis," yes there is probably a relationship between dose and the degree of neurogenesis boosting, although I am unaware of any studies showing the effect is necessarily linear. We know the effect is dose dependent because every antidepressant has a therapeutic dose range below which there is little positive effect.
My panic during exposure was manageable, but still present enough that I developed real coping skills. I believe this is why I was panic free for 7 years on 50 mg /day Luvox alone. And I felt real emotions too.
Maybe surprisingly, most people on antidepressants do continue to feel real emotions.
I dropped the dose 3 months ago and relapsed, and now the 50 mg/day doesn't seem to work anymore.
For reasons that aren't well understood, antidepressants tend not to work as well the second time around, often requiring a higher dose to achieve the previous response. They also often produce more severe initial side-effects which can also be different to when the drug was taken previously.
I want to raise the dose and find that exact point again. Will it be possible for me to find a higher dosage that will be as calming as my original dose and still allow some feeling, by experimenting, or will the receptor downregulation be exponential past a certain point and zombify me useless?
I don't know why it wouldn't be possible. If any antidepressant turns you into a zombie, then it isn't the right one for you. This isn't the norm, except maybe initially as the brain struggles to adapt, but this shouldn't last.
Ian