Hey i'm 24 and about a month ago had my very first panic attack. I managed to stay above all this even through the loss of my dad at age 15 and i can't think of anything that would trigger one. After a week on ativan i smoked weed and had a terrible reaction (was also on oxycodone for kidney stones and advil pm, a combination that i now know can be REALLY bad.) Anyways, after that night i stopped smoking after smoking several times/day for about 6 or 7 years so its hard for me to pinpoint what is causing/helping my symptoms. It's been a month after starting zoloft (3 weeks clean&sober) and off ativan, which i didnt really like. I've been having a really difficult time getting to sleep (still taking advil pm) and when i get to sleep i have really vivid dreams/nightmares. While i was smoking, i had no problem getting to sleep and dreams weren't an issue with me. I also just feel lazy and have been having brain fog and generally just feel high and out of it. Ive heard that it should only take 3-4 weeks for zoloft to build up in your system, so what do you think!? Am i going crazy? i feel like just stopping the zoloft and going back to smoking weed because it helps w sleeping and my creativity (jazz musician) and i could use some encouragement/guidance. Thanks in advance!