Hello, I am Erin. I posted this on the main board but figure this might be a better place for it.
I had my first panic attack back when I was 19. I am not sure of the trigger but figure it was either because of a car accident (very mild one) or an asthma attack. Anyways I ended up in ER a few weeks later convinced I was having a heart attack. All tests came back normal, and the doctor put me on Zoloft. It took me awhile to face the fact that the problem was psychological and not physical. Anyways eventually I was well enough to go off of Zoloft and although I get anxious I had been okay.
That is until of late. About 3 weeks ago I got sick. I thought it was a bad chest cold and whatnot and was in bed for a week or so. Finally I decided to go to the doctor because I was so fatigued. They told me the cold was in fact a bad asthma attack (which never has been that serious). I spent 2 hours or so in the doctors office freaking out before I was brought to the hospital. There I continued to be nervous as I was unsure what was going on. I ended up being admitted for 5 days. They have no idea what made me so sick (infections, asthma, whatever) I was petrified the whole time. Before I was released they told me they found that I had hyperthyroidism, but that I would be okay to go home and get treatment in a few weeks. However, later that week at a followup doctors appointment he found my heart rate to be at 160. They immediately sent me back to the hospital, where I had to be placed on heart monitors etc. They said all of the nervousness and heart racing were caused by the thyroid.
I am home now but a complete mess. I have seen the specialist and they arent sure that it is in fact just my thyroid or that I have severe anxiety. I have been placed on Xanax but I feel like it only gives me temporary relief and makes me very sleepy.
I am worried about everything. My heart, my breathing, pains. I am scared to get up and move around for fear that my heart will race again, or that I will have trouble breathing. The doctors have said that these are controlled and that it is the anxiety that is getting to me.
Anyone have similar symptoms: Exhaustion from being on their feet for a few minutes, heavy coughing and then short of breath, tightness in the back, shoulders and upper body (tension), constantly checking your pulse. I am scared to get out of the house for fear something is wrong and do anything strenous. With the panic attacks they used to come and go, but now I am anxious and uncomfortable every second. Anyone have any advice?