Trouble again.

[TheFishman]

Well I have been hit by a very bad bout of depression over the last few days, I told a friend of mine and he reacted rather terribly- I don't think he can understand depression having such an easy life. Sometime I feel so alone like nobody cares, I'm not one of those people that demands attention or downplay things. I just wish that I had been a little older before I ran into this "mist"....Sometimes it all seems to get the better of me and I fall and it's very hard to get back up and my thinking starts to get dangerous, but that is no way to think negativity breeds negativity.
I love being a part of anxiety zone and hope that everyone is here supporting me and I find it a comfort to think so. sometime it just gets so hard for me and I am not sure about my future.  hope I didn't scare anyone.

Still the best thing to do is tell your doctor and the people you care about how your feeling even if they don't properly understand and are a little tired of hearing it. I didn't think my "friend" would react that way, but I guess when times get hard you find out who is truly you friend and who is not.
Giving the whole community a big hug and hope to get one back too.
 

[apple]

Big hugs from me!! I'm just crwling out of mine as well..again.  Was your fiend just not understanding or more like "so what" or just diddent think you should have it?  Whatever the reaction I'm sorry it wasnt what you deserved.  Not everyone will stand beside us thru this.  We will tho!!    Anytime you need us.

[sadgirl]

hi im sorry to hear your friend wasnt understanding of this a lot of people arent, my family arent so i just dont bother talking to them i find most of the time my friends are more help. I hope you feel better soon were all here for you

[NightOwl]

I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling so bad.  Like you mentioned to me, we are going through similar things.  I guess some people just flat can't understand it and there isn't much you can do about it.  Maybe try to explain it, but that almost never seems to work with many people.  I hope you keep hanging in there. i am trying to also. Tough, I know.