I began my battle with anxiety about 4 months ago after seeing my twin sister get hit by a car. I didn't have a primary care physician, but after several visits to the hospital, I decided to finally get one. My mom reccomeneded a doctor that my aunt sees. So I went to her and explained my symptoms. I told her that I was having anxiety, insomnia, high blood pressure, physical pains all over my body, twitching, chest pain, shaking, etc. I also let her know that I had went to the ER twice for my symptoms, and that they couldn't find anything but anxiety. She listened to my heart and lungs, which she said sounded fine. She did an ekg, which the only thing she noticed was a rapid heartbeat, which she said was due to anxiety. My bp was 140/90, but she said that was likely to be anxiety related as well. After my first visit was her was done, she gave me some samples of 30mg Cymbalta. I did not know what Cymbalta was, but when I went home I read about it. I decided to just try it, because I was having such severe anxiety.
Well, I was one of those people who get severe side affects from Cymbalta. The first night on it I jerked out of my sleep, and my insomnia got worse. A next morning, I ended up in the ER again. My chest pain had gotten severe. i experienced my first panic attack and heart palpitations. It was the scariest feeling in the world. The next night I immediately stopped the medication. However, for three weeks after that I was in constant pain and having full blown anxiety. I couldn't breathe when I went outside. The ground would move beneath me. I would feel lightheaded, dizzy, and like I was going to pass out. I also begain having difficulty breathing. Before I took the Cymbalta my anxiety and pain wasn't constant, but after it was there 24/7.
So after suffering for those three weeks after discontinouing the Cymbalta, I decided to go back to my doctor. I told her about my side effects from the Cymbalta and that I had stopped. She told me that I needed to stick with the medication as it would help. I was so desperate and so ready to give up, that I decided to give it another chance. I again had the intense side effects. However, after a few weeks most of them went away. My mental anxiety symptoms like the lightheadedness and vertigo dissapeared. At the same time, though, my physical pain especially my chest pain were still constant. So I during my follow up with my doctor, she decided to raise my dose to 50mg. Once upping my dose, I experience the bad side effects again, though not as worse. However, I stuck it out. I'm now in my second week of the upped dose.
I'm seeing some improvement, but I'm having thoughts as to why my doctor even prescribed Cymblata instead of an SSRI. Is this medication more effective. Should I still be on it even though I had really bad initial side effects? Another thing that bothers me, is that the medication has helped with anxiety, but now I'm depressed. I have sucidial thoughts, where I didn't have any before. Does this all seem like it is stemming from the medication. Is Cymbalta a good medication for GAD?
Thanks to anyone that can help! =)