feeling like I am going to drop dead

[clohessy9]

I just can't get over the feeling I am on the verge of death.  I wake up with it and go to sleep with it.   My main fear is having a heart attack.  Over the last few days I have had some palpatations maybe once a day.  I also get heartburn and have cronic back pain all leads me to think heart attack daily.  I just woke up from sleep with pain in the middle of my back I got really scared my heart started to race and I started to sweat.  I passed some gas and it has sort of went away.  I have takin to drinking to forget all these feelings which i know doesn't help in the long run but sure does in the short term.  I keep my days extremely busy as to not think about these weird feelings all I am becoming is exhausted.  I really don't know how much longer I can go on like this.

[clohessy9]

not dead yet I guess that is good, can't deal anymore

[ipayton785]

I understand how you feel. You feel as if death is inevitable and going to happen to you soon. I feel this alot with mine too. Sometimes I seriously convince myself that I am going to die and won't be able to live my life to its fullest. Its hard to get these thoughts out of your head and if I learned anything from mine so far, sitting and worrying just makes it worse worse until we are laying in bed all day and spending tons of money on doctors appointments and tests. Just remember to keep busy and keep your mind occupied. The human mine can only focus on one thing fully at a time.

best of luck.
feel free to message me on here if you need someone to talk to about it.

[marc]

Drinking can cause digestive issues like the ones you are having. You are better off
talking to a health care professional about your fears and concerns. Typically sudden
death is caused by a serious underlying heart, brain, etc., condition that is more likely
to happen in middle and old age and extremely rare in young individuals.