i think i have bpd but im not sure

[Flaka]

Its been a while since ive been experiencin the sings of bpd but im still not sure. all my close friends tell me constantly i do have double personality but i dont kno if they just got used to joke around with the same topic. my sister has recorded me and my mood does change drastically and extreme like from supper happy to not just mad but wanna kill u like and after that im mad at everybody . i drink a lot, i smoke i think thats why ive been able to control some of my mood swings. i consider myself promiscuous and i dont have the identity control . im also always sad lonely ... i cant be left alone i have panic ataks well to make the story short i have all the signs except for the 0119 one i havent tried it altho ive slightly thought bout it but i have a daughter that keeps me from thinking that. so my question is am i or not ? since i havent gone to no therapist or think i will ...

[pauly j]

Flaka



Lots of people experience different moods to various extremes!  I too can be what I consider really sad and at other times I can be super happy and still other times I can feel super angry!  If your friends tell you that you have a double personality I wouldn't worry too much about that!  I have been called bipolar by people that see me really upset when they otherwise know me as a nice guy!  Most people will throw around the term bipolar too loosely!  Just like people that throw around the term OCD!  They just think you are a neat freak!  If you suffer from severe depression and extreme mania that would give some cause for concern!  Ultimately you would want to be evaluated by a professional!  Sometimes even the professionals make mistakes! 


pauly j

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