Okay, so I've always had stomach problems since I was younger and had gastritis around five years ago, which does come back now and then but I can always shift it with omeprazole. But I also suffer from anxiety (I used to be emetophobic but now my fear of being sick has moved more to anxiety related to diarrhea or uncontrollable BMs) and have recently had strange stomach and bowel problems, since I had my university exams in May (an obvious sign of being caused by stress!).
Basically, my BMs have been irregular since then and although they have started to become more normal, now my diet has become more irregular (having just emigrated) obviously it's started to get more irregular again (urgency of going and sometimes pencil like). The other problem I have is I also get mild bleeding (only visible on paper) from wiping and have had it on and off for a while. Sometimes it has stopped and gone away for a few weeks or so but then when my BMs become irregular, I get stressed, it becomes more difficult to wipe and seemingly cause damage... Sorry about the TMI here.
I've been to a doctor various times and have been given everything for it, and I now take mebeverine occasionally, which I think is a slight help.
I made that classic mistake of researching symptoms and obviously if you put the symptoms together of rectal bleeding, digestive discomfort, irregular bowel movements and palpitations, which have come by recently, you get a whole load of fatal diseases and other disorders come up, which then makes you MORE stressed! But these are obviously also all symptoms of anxiety.
I feel like I know it's anxiety. As soon as I said to the doctor I suffer from it sometimes, she had little more to question... and the more stressed I get, I know it gets worse. But it's a vicious cycle and I feel like I'm struggling to break it. My brother as well had something similar and had to have therapy for a year and take anti-depressants but he's now so much better.
Does anyone have any success stories or pointers for breaking it? Or just does it sound familiar? Going insane from stress!