I am totally afraid of death and my body. Every sensation I google and have a new disease. I have a fear of traveling and losing people and things I love. I constantly think I'm about to die of a heart attack and always think my foods killing me either through bad for the body, spoiled, undercooked, poisoned or I'm allergic.....constant back neck and chest pain, lightheaded racing heart, shortness of breath and numbness. I always think that when I hear abt someones death or illness its a sign I'll die that way.....still learning to cope.