negative pregnancy test

[surfmonkey]

I have been feeling under the weather lately. I did have my time of the month. I took two pregnancy tests and they were both negative. However I was drinking a lot of water before the test not knowing that it could effect the results. It dilutes the hormone your testing for I guess. We'll I'm taking another one tomorrow morning. I know it will be negative. I need this to be negative. It will really get in the way of the plans I have for my future. Goodbye surfing,goodbye clothing line, goodbye privacy. I know this test needs to be negative but I wish it was positive. If it was positive then I'd have a reason to get up in the morning. I'd have a reason to live for. I'd have someone to need me. I'd have someone to play with, to watch cartoons and eat cereal with, and to teach things to. I'm really depressed that this test will be negative. I can't purposely have a baby. That would be stupid. But, I'm still sad. If this test was positive it would be my greatest most wonderful mistake ever. I would give that baby the world. Negative results bring me relief but make me so sad. I love you little baby, ill see you in a few years :)

[tigerpaw]

Surfmonkey, don't leave us hanging....lol

[surfmonkey]

Tigerpaw that post was great! Lolololol. It was in fact negative. I'm still feeling very sick so I'm going to get a blood test to make sure. I would hate to smoke and have a baby brewing