I have found that I always have the same internal conflicts and upsetting thoughts, it's just that when my anxiety spikes, they are louder and all I can hear. But even with low levels of anxiety, on meds, they are there, they just don't bother me as much.
May be something similar to what you are experiencing.......a "toned down' version of your anxiety. Try deep, slow breathing, regular exercise, enough sleep, no caffeine or alcohol, and a balanced food in terms of their glycemic index, so your blood sugar doesn't get too low, which can trigger anxiety. These things might help to tone your anxiety down even lower. They do for me.