feel like i need to be locked away

[hypotn]

I don't even know where to begin...well, this past month I have been battling with the ovarian cyst(of course i think its cancer) thing. The cyst had been causing a lot of pain up until Saturday. Then when that pain finally went away, I woke up saturday morning with this tingling sensation on the left side of my face. This has been bothering me until last night. Then last night, I woke up with the worst stomach cramping...sorry if TMI, but I went to the bathroom and had the worst diarrhea. Then an hour after that I had to diarrhea again and this time i noticed when I wiped it had a small about of mucus and blood in it. I went back to bed and there was no more diarrhea until this morning. I just went and it still had a very small amount of blood with mucus. I I have never been diagnosed with IBS, but I have all the symptoms. I don't think blood in the diarrhea would be a normal symptom with it. I am going crazy, I feel like everytime I turn around there is a new symptom and it seems they are all totally unrelated. It had been five years since I had been to the doctor for anything and now since my HA kicked in in January, I have been about six times. I feel like I am losing myself...I feel like a bad mother and bad wife...i just want to get better..the thing that I try to explain to everyone is that I have real symptoms, but I know that does not mean that everything is cancer, but in my mind it is....These little symptoms bring on a world of fear and I am tried of living in it.....

[Sandra01]

I am not a doc but a fellow Hypochondriac who googles a lot .... I thought I had breast cancer during Christmas. I googled everything under the sun. Then I felt tingling in my face too. It scared me a little bit. Went to the doctor, they couldn't see me. I was too lazy to go to the ER. When I got home I googled anxiety symptoms and it said that jar pain or tingling in the face can be normal because patients grind their teeth a lot. At that moment I paid attention and I realized that my teeth were clinched together, that how panicked I was.

About your ovary cyst. Ovary cysts have worried me too. Is it possible that your cyst finally burst and that is the reason why you are not in pain anymore and have a little bit of blood. Bleeding is a symptom of an ovary cyst and you were diagnosed with it.

I am not sure about your diaria now. Of course it could be a sign of anxiety, related to the ovarian cyst or anything really...