A very sad realization =(

[sweetie92998]

I was making a big deal about this little red mark on my face. And my boyfriend said "you dont have Kimora Simmona ancer from AIDS" I dont really tell him about my fears but he saw my searches on google, because they all pop up when you try to type and I broke down crying, partically just the word AIDS freaks me out and because he actually saw the fear in my face when I saw the little red mark...its sad what I go through, and him calling me out on it made me realize how miserable I am.

[clarey]

i worry about aids  i didnt know red marks were to do with that   cause i got red mark on my face         iv had a full blood count done and the doc said    that it would show any abnormalities if i had any thing serios        u wrote about sweating  which i answered  u   i wqas worried it to cause yes that is another symptom   but from hiv  aids  it would be  sweating as in changing bed shets all the time  and you would hav high tempreture  anoyher thing i used to do was take my temp  all the time which was allways nomall         iv calmed down a bit now  wiyh doing that    i would like an hiv test but the doc says there no need i havnt got symptoms of it   its just anxiety  it can do some weird things to you  i know what your going through  just keep talking to people on here  it really does help     

[Gabriel_M]

Sad? Nonsense, it’s empowering. You know what the problem is (and it ain’t AIDS). Knowledge is power try use it to your advantage. The first thing a doctor does is diagnose, without a diagnosis treatment is impossible. In essence you have diagnosed yourself, that’s half the battle milady. The rest is up to you.

God bless and don't get down on yourself!