Hi Jmeb17,
I have been working at the same place, with SAD, for about 12 years now.
I've been on meds for about 5 years. And yes, I do find it hard to fit in even now.
But I also recognize that this is because of the way I percieve other's perceptions
of me as opposed to what they really think. I am in a senior position and have the
knowledge and experience to be a supervisor SAD is one of the main things that hold's me back.
I am currently taking steps in the right direction such as doing a nationally accredited course to
improve my chances of gaining employment elsewhere.
I hope you feel better in time with the counselling and meds so you can be less anxious about
getting a job. Coz as we ALL know Things are usually never as bad as we make them seem in our own minds! I struggle with it everyday.