Any Advice?

[ClubMedd]

I'm new to the forum and have been reading a lot of similar feelings to what I'm experiencing.

I'm not one to ask for help and I think that's my biggest problem. I feel my life has been consumed by these feelings, I feel sheltered and almost like I'm drowning from the pressure. It even overwhelms my dreams. I wake up every morning with the same feeling. I don't know whether to describe it as fear or anxiety, but it feels very heavy on me. I feel like I'm on the verge of tears at any moment through out the day. Always worrying and making any decision more complex than it has to be, almost if I'm over analyzing everything. It's affected my career for sure. I struggle to even go to work because I feel I'll fail and what's the point. I just feel I'm not the same person I was a few months ago. I just feel my fight is being lost.