heartbreaking problem.

[annielestrange]

I've had my first real relationship with a guy for 2 years and 3 months. His name is David and we're both 17, almost turning 18.
We've loved eachother barely since we met, and we've been together for all this time.
I have anxiety problems and OCD, so he has dealt with many stuff; he also loses control easy, so I've dealt with a lot too.
In the last few weeks, things have been quite a trouble. He doesn't give me a little of affection during the week; it's awful even because we're in the same class. We've shared EVERYTHING, and we still share a lot, like animals, trading card games, etc etc etc.

Yesterday he broke up with me after I saw him cuddling one of his girl friends. Not in a "love" way, but cuddling, something he hasn't done to me for a pretty long time. I went in a completely desperate state. I let me down on the floor in the middle of the school. Thankfully, there weren't many people watching.

If I could tell you how painful it is to me right now......... knowing that a love we've shared is over to him, that I'm just a "friend" to him that he likes - AFTER ALL THIS TIME.

I want to know if anyone's through this right now and how I can deal with it inside.
I am behaving quite good, I'm having psychological help in that issue. But still.... 

Just help me.

Thanks

[abaggett2]

Annie...you need to be concerned about you right now.  It is hard to loose someone you want to be with , but take time out and deal with yourself.  You are the one who will have more trouble because you have OCD and anxiety.  Don't let this get you down.  You are still really young and who says that you won't get back together with David???  Take a calming breath and relax.  Things will come in due time.  God bless!

[tigerpaw]

He is not behaving properly, for someone in a serious relationship.  I may add the relationships at the ages of 18 or so normally don't last. You have a lot of time for such a serious relationship.