Do you ever notice you do it to yourself?

[sweetie92998]

I am worried abotu AIDS and Brain tumor right know, so I have been checking for swollen lymph nodes so I have been poking at my neck all day, trying to feel something...and now my neck it sore! I was soooo scared, but then I am like it's probably from poking at it!"
Does having HA ever make you physically have sympthoms!? Why do I do this to myself?   
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY

[gloomy]

I agree I definately think I do a lot of it to myself.  Take the other day for example I had to take my daughter the dentist, guess what I noticed a small sore ulcer type thing in my mouth just before I went.  I had a panic attack while there it was awful he never even looked at my teeth he just asked me to come back on the Monday so now I am in a right state constantly checking rechecking and googling mouthcancer symptoms.  Its unbearable.