MVP anxiety and medications

[Josie]

I talked to an ARPN yesterday and said that one does not get immuned to these kinds of medications.  It's just that it doesn't absorb or doesn't realize what is is to do.
I don't don't know.  For the last 2-3 weeks I have been in sleep mode with migraines.  Also my mitral valve prolapse is causing most of my symptoms to become worse during the times of depression and anxiety.  I feel and look much older than what I really am.  That's depressing enough.  
I have been on so many medications over the past 8 years.  I would love just to go into the hospital and have one on one CBT as well as group sessions.  That is what I need.  That is not what I can do.  I just want to give up at times and be the mess that I am and for every one to leave me alone.  I just can't seem to function in this world.  I feel like I am all thumbs and that includes my tongue.  I am not sure if there is any real help out there for me.  
Any way.  
Josie