Meds kickin my butt

[apple]

Well I'm on lithium now and I was doing ok, but today I am very sad. 

I feel lost.  I feel sad. I feel inable to find my place.  I am not a depressed person usually, its anxiety I suffer from the most.  but here I am questioning myself, my abilities, wether I'll ever work again, where I belong.   

[kiara]

im so sorry you feel this way today please dont question your abilitys you are a wonderful person  and you have the ability to do anything you desire , you just cant see past this bad stage your going through, but you will pull out of it dont feed this energy  and those thoughts starve them and only feed the good person that you are! here whenever you want to talk hun x x x

[aussiegirl29]

  Smile, it makes your brain release a hormone stop depression!
depression is really crap, worse than anxiety, you will be fine and light will be shining on you soon.
You are amazing and you are always so caring and understanding to everyone on this forum and you don't even know any of us!
I can't imagine what you are like to the people you love.
I bet they truly treasure you.
I hope you are feeling better
Love M xx

[sntmplr]

Hang in there Apple! It WILL get better!     

[apple]

Thanks you guys for your reassuring words of encouragmentI think I may have figured out how to sleep.  Upping the dose tomorrow...I hope it goes well. 

I'm trying to hang on and fight!  I feel a little better. 

[kiara]

oh im so happy that you are starting to feel a little better, even a little at a time brings u very far eventually

[Janey]

Hey Apple,

It's sad to see you down like this!!

Anything at all that we can do to help you please let us know.

Keep your chin up and smile  :lachen001:

Janey

[GMan86]

I'm happy to hear you found a way to get to sleep. We all need those ZzZZzZzzZzz's     Tell us how everything pans out.