family..the cause of my anxiety.

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Hello all.
i don't even know where to start...
it's been almost 6 years since i've lost my father and 5 years since i've lost my mother. i was 14 when my father passed and 15 when my mother passed. i was left with my older sister. she is 13 years older than me. ever since my mom died she has one nothing but treat me bad. i stopped talking to her when i was 17 because she would leave me alone in our house for days at a time and wouldn't take care of me. it was just horrible. i decided to graduate from high school a year early and moved away but my anxiety got me good so i moved back home but with my boyfriend, which is now my husband. none of my aunts or anyone in my family have talked to me since then, which has been 3 years. i have found out that my sister got rid of all my mom and dad's stuff so i have nothing to remember them. she has made me so anxious and angry. i'm so tired of getting screwed over and it's been so hard. luckily my husband has stuck with me through all of this. it is just hard to realize that i'm all alone, family wise. it make me so sad and anxious.