Looking for help

[Mr. Jemison]

Hi everyone. I am Mr.Jemison and I seem to be having problems with myself. I recently decided to give up an 8yr. habit of crack cocaine use without rehab treatment it's been 6mos and before that I was clean for a year. My problem now is dealing with being not productive continually,I have completed a course as a Loan Officer ,though i have not had any luck and I have now encountered recent loneliness feelings when my wife leaves to go to work somedays , I also feel that I have not accomplished career endeavors as a Loan Officer . Do I need proffesional help, I have been able to stop the drug use ok but, the lonely part seems worst. I have no real friends left anymore , I'm trying to turn to God more for help but could use somebody closer meaning a regular friend as well as God. I have been writing a book  called "Man know thy self " to help those who suffer from drug abuse. God bless all!

[rara]

Hej, i was just writing to another person how I would like to see Hollywood making more all-around movies soon. I think i would like youre book, you seem interesting and i load litterature. I am science-girl. However i dont think writing in bad grammar is a good way to snatch a publisher, not to be mean i just want to see youre book come trough. Isnt cockaine a really heavy drug that one would feel bad physical pains after just quitting? You seems to really have had a problem, sense you relapsed after deciding to quit but i do wonder how you maneged to get and stay clean whitout profesional help! I think youre one of the strongest man i know!
Getting proffesional help, at leats only for a days try, wont hurt you so what do you have to loose?
I hope youre talking to youre wife about this as well but if not then i hope you post more messages on this web-site at least!
Congratulation on you completing youre course and i just want to say hang in there, it takes people years.../Rara. A hyper newbie.

[Quantum]

First of all, good for you.  Though I can offer you no help with publishing, I can share some thoughts about your loneliness.  I have no experience with cocaine, but I think what you're feeling may be normal.  Just think of how much of your time was consumed by drugs.  Now in that sober time, you may be realizing what other people feel everyday.  As for your friends, were they also drug users?  Regardless, you are moving into a new stage in your life, and that may call for a change of friends.  You may think that you only have God right now, but that doesn't mean that no one is willing to be your friend.  Don't let this down time discourage you back to drugs.  There are plenty of people that log on, any hour of any day, that are here for you.

[Mr. Jemison]

Hey there! Everyone, I'm doing better so far and as far as the book is going I found a site where you can publish your own work. And ,to the one who replied first,thanks I am pretty strong it's just that I am very passionate about everything I 've ever done and do whether good or unfortunately bad.Maybe, it comes from being a musician or acting which I have done both,it seems that most people who are artistic seem to have these kinds of problems of not being complete and they or we, become self destructive.Anyhow, I still have to come to some sort of resolution to be mentally challenging in a positive way constantly. I'm still looking to find the right kind of friend to share these inner feelings with because, what's sad is I can't do this with my wife(commom law). which is another topic . Thanks to all who reply or just take time to read. Sincerly Mr. Jemison :)

[bluefin]

hii
your wife is your best friend
so you have her for company
well its good that you have been able to leave your habit
try to exercise a little everyday and that will keep your body fit
eal lots of natural foods like fruits, vegetables and you will see the difference
all the best
try to make new friends and forget the old ones, maybe they have left you cause they all were addcited and you kicked the habit

[bluefin]

well
i am very impressed to learn that you have left your addictrion for good on your own
well remeber that your wife is your best friend
so show her how much you need her
she will understand you and always support you
take care and all the best